Erase and Rewind

2009-12-25T03:51:00.000-08:00

guess whose more active in tumbr then blog?!
YUP, melzukifli.tumblr.com

Dont bother coming here. (:
Well, at times i'll post, like what i've said in the other post.

MELLY CHRISTMAS.

2009-12-17T08:14:00.000-08:00

Yes, my blog is sucha a bore nowadays mainly cause i hv a tumblr. Yep, i hv one. No worries, i'll still post something here when theres a need to express my feelings to the public. haha hell.

Anyho.
Mummy is heading to KL tmrw. Was suppose to tag along but i cant possibly be gone again for a week and miss-ing a particular somone again. Well, i always do but Oh my, that kills cause no cellphone, no signal. Praying for my mums safety there cause her leg is still under the process of recovering but, yknow, woman with shopping and all, SANGGUP. I wont be at home as well, so yep. My brother and Dad will have the whole house on their own.

TAKE CARE MUM and MEL TAKECARE OF URSELF.

Love,
MELzukifli

2009-12-16T07:04:00.000-08:00

This saturday : Hair tied, white top, shorts, sneakers, leather jacket.
Puurr-feecctt.

Black is the new pink!
And messy is the new neat

cheerios.

2009-12-15T07:30:00.000-08:00

pfft, im taller. Just say im taller. haha

F.E.A

YONG TAU FU rindu sngt.

im back

2009-12-10T05:15:00.000-08:00

BOH SENG!
I blend with the chinese girls dont i? ahah

I AM STILL ALIVE

I've not been doing any updates and here i am updating cause my lil' sis, Lydia, kept on asking me to do so. so sis, im posting now just cause u asked me to yknow!. Cheh, your fame is up the roof already ey sister (:

As u all know i ~~just~~ came back from OBS about a week ago. I bet most of my friends heard me bragging about how dark i am now. Seriously, i am. No kid. Really. Got to know more nice people,well kinda and Waking up at 5a.m in the morning fr the whole 5 days almost killed me cause all this reminded me of school. Another thing that almost killed me was when thy took away our phones! NO PHONE = NO MESSAGING NO CALLS. Miss-ing a person too much kills yknow :P Anyway, I kayak-ed back to singapore for 8 hours and another 8(i think) to another campsite the next day. Oh wells, despite all the complaints here and there, OBS was much fun. (Y)

i've got nothing else to say now!
I shall start updating more frequently so i wontget nags from Lydia :P (huggs and kisses)

p.s: ilove you smelly.

sigh

2009-11-28T05:50:00.001-08:00

So here it goes.

OBS is in one days time. I've yet to pack/get stuff. Its a pitty why i hv to go off in such a crucial period. Aisyah is going off to Aus( i think) soon, for a month there, and i can't turn up fr the 'get-to-gether' on monday( which is my first OBS day). - sigh- Another break down is, for eight days, no night calls. Bleahs. Just hoping that the time will fly.. fly away quickly.

Holidays: 85 percent at home cleaning and doing shit. Wanna bet?
Being bossed around? Being asked to do the same thing again and again ? Name being called out countless of times to do this and that? Sad much? Feeling it? Well, HI, Im in your shoes. Welcome Welcome Welcome to my world(Y) I understand. Cheerios~

Love,
MELzukifli

batttle of the sexes

2009-11-25T10:06:00.001-08:00

Its been a long time since we hanged out together. Missed you guys much! Today was fantabulouse plus hilarious. We took stupid videos again and again. Wah, im feeling it! (Y) Theres always something to crack up into laughters with you guys. 5 more days, im off to OBS. Miss me!

much love.

Love,
MELzukifli

hii

2009-11-19T23:01:00.000-08:00

Finally, i aint lazy to start posting. Awsuum.
Cant wait to fetch daddy at airport today ( acutally cant wait fr popys!). What kind of daughter is this?! haha, srry ah i've been craving it for weeks. Eventhough im sick, i dont have the appetite to eat, im still craving for it. BAH. Chaos Chaos! Its already 4, i've yet to take a bath(kay shutup :P). Not only me, Ika also, haha. Alright2! I need to get going. Cheerios~
waduhh, kepala pusing ):

Love,
MELzukifli

Different mum and Dad

2009-11-15T18:37:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL' SISTER.
May all your wishes come true and hoping u'll succeed in the future.
Meet up soon, seriously. Haha. Huggs and kisses. I love you.

Love,
MELzukifli

2009-11-13T07:23:00.000-08:00

REAL HOLIDAYS ARE HERE.
WELCOME!

My very own checklist!

1.OBS
2.Dye my hair
3.Out with loverboy
4.Out with all time six ( sleepover)
5.Out with my very four friends PLUS DAYANG SHAHIRAH.
6.Cousins day out
7.Study( HAHA, kiddingkidding)
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( Well, the story goes on)
Bottom line, I love the fact that the holidays are here.
*thumbsup*

Love,
MELzukifli

Love,
MELzukifli

so please

2009-11-12T05:17:00.001-08:00

Do everyone a favour.
SHUT UP

Love,
MELzukifli

For you

2009-11-10T22:23:00.000-08:00

You can call me a slut
You can call me a liar
I got so many names now
I can't even deny it
You can call a thief and put up a fight
Bury me six feet under the ground

But if you think I look mad today
You should have seen me yesterday

You can call me a beauty
You can call me a beast
But it's nobody's business what I do or please

So this song is from me to you
You make me mad and you make me blue
Cause when you're looking like I do
You know I can see you
We dance to the same groove
But I got the right move

Hope your happy now
But I'm not giving in
I hope you're satisfied
With your bullshit and your lies
Hope your happy now
But I'm not giving up
I hope your satisfied
Can't bury me alive

They call me a slut
Then call me a liar
Got so many names now
I can't even deny it
They call me a thief
They put up a fight
Try bury me six feet under the ground

So this song is from me to you
You make me mad and you make me blue
You're looking like I do
You know I can see you
We dance the same groove
But I got the right move

Hope your happy now
But I'm not giving in
I hope you're satisfied
With your bullshit and your lies
Hope your happy now
But I'm not giving up
I hope your satisfied
Can't bury me alive

Ha! Ha! Ha, ha!

Hope your happy now
But I'm not giving in
I hope you're satisfied
With your bullshit and your lies
Hope your happy now
But I'm not giving up
I hope your satisfied
Can't bury me alive

I hope your satisfied
Fuck you and fuck your lies

-end-
The crazy girl is at it again. Oh wells....

Love,
MELzukifli

My banter

2009-11-09T12:10:00.000-08:00

"I have my opinions, you have yours"
sounds familiar?
Apparently, words spread like wildfire and my blog have been under inspection from certain individuals. I also have been reprimanded because apparently, I got "involved".
Dear boy, you're involved too. So let's not play the pot calling the kettle black now shall we? Oh wells, no loss. True colours sometimes awaken the soul, and boy was I awakened.

Now the checklist.

1. Age do not matter when it comes to things such as common sense and morals. Being older do not give you the right to ridicule someone or to underestimate another, Being older do not grant you the liberty to be crude or mean. So let's not place the age factor in play.

2. If me getting 'involved' means stating out my own opinions because of a friend's pain. Than I am sorry. The post did not include name-calling, ridiculing or even placing you in a spot with your real name for the world to see your dirty laundry. So, in this, I do not see why I was reprimanded for being 'involved'. I did not slander your good name or even come out with a scheme to determine your downfall. So in this matter, I doubt I am involved in the tiff between you and her. It is just my opinion, not an intention to degrade somebody due to their behaviour.

3. Do not drag me into the picture. Do not take me as a victim of your childish ways. Do not have a prejudice on me just because im "little miss richy-rich" friend. I do not know you. I do not bother. So leave me out. You said do not get involved, then do not involve us in your angry rampage in trying to undermine someone else.

4. I believe if someone is good to me, I will be good back. I believe everyone deserves a chance. If I become one of the victims of betrayal, I will walk off and learn from it because that is the act of life. I understand she may have done certain things which may cause much pain to you. However, for me in this moment she have been a friend and I am taking that risk of she falters. It is my risk not anyone's else. so ya.

5. This post is actually unnecessary, but since I was reprimanded and placed in a spot, i shall try to set out my intentions. And yes, you should be smart to know which comment was mine and which isn't. Check the language. Read the tone. Be smart, not assuming.

6. I do not give a shit. cause after this, all this unnecessary drama is water under a bridge. Let's be civil.

-end-

2009-10-31T07:30:00.000-07:00

" Me, I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you."

" I can't talk to you anymore, it's not that I am mad at you, it's just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can't have you and that makes me love you even more."

Love,
MELzukifli

A boy

2009-10-31T04:44:00.000-07:00

I want a boy I can’t get enough of. He would read my favorite books and watch my favorite movies, just to talk about them with me. He would get me so mad I can’t even think and then kiss me out of no where.He would laugh at all my jokes, no matter how stupid they are, and pretend to like my friends, even though we both know they’re the biggest losers ever. He would hold me when I cry, and he’d know when I say I’m cold, I really just want him to hold me. He would hold open doors for strangers, and would never miss the chance to hold my hand. He would give me hugs and tell me jokes that aren’t really funny, but make me laugh anyway, and hewouldn’t put up with my bullshit. He’d teach me how to play sports and watch Grey’s Anatomy with me. He’d watch movies with me that we both know by heart, and we’d recite every line, cause we are picky on movies like that.He would tell me I’m pretty, but not too often, and surprise me with notes in my locker, or 25 cent rings. He would walk with me outside,even when it’s cold, and know what to say to make me feel better. He would help me study when i have a test, and never make me cry on purpose.He wouldn’t mind when I talk during movies, or interrupt his stories. He’d become friends with my family and have dinner with us. He wouldn’t be embarrassed to kiss me or tell me he loves me, ever, and he would let me buy him stuff when i feel like it, and listen to the music I like, even if he thinks it sucks, and he would share his music with me. He would go to the beach with me, and when I’m tired he’d let me fall asleep in his arms. He would always know how to make me smile, and he would sing to me. He would call me just to say hi, or to tell me he was thinking of me. He would tell me his secrets, and let me tell him mine. He would be my best friend, and he would never, ever break my heart.

I found this. So i decided to post it here(:
Enjoy~

Love,
MELzukifli

2009-10-30T07:05:00.000-07:00

Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu
Pudar kah sudah cinta yang ku beri
Berwarna warni segala
Yang dijanjikan ia

[Chorus]
Usah biarku bersendirian
Usah biar hati mu di tawan
Usah biar diri ku di sini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman

Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah terlupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu

Usah lepaskan

[Bridge]
Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlalu
Ku ingin selalu bersama mu

[Repeat Chorus]

Ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
Engkau dan dia harus bersama
Mendungnya langit bila berkata
Kita patutnya masih bercinta
Usah lepaskan
Usah lepaskan

Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu

Love,
MELzukifli

;D

2009-10-27T07:48:00.001-07:00

I didnt start off my day with a gd note.
Somethings wrong with my phone and my day didnt turn out well.
BIG SORRIES TO ALL OF YOU.

But it ended smoothly. Thnks to my girlfriends. Am so happy i met them up today! Really. Would be happier if my ' qeely weely is so pretty' girl could turn up. Well, its okay, we're meeting up at Jp tmrw anyways! Yeepy. OHHHHHHH!

Mums birthday! Mums birthday! MAMA I LOVE YOU. MAMA I SWEAR. <33
even though i got u just a small CHOCOLATE cake, in my heart, ur the biggest CHOCOLATE CAKE MOTHER that i'll always love.

loverboy
loverboy
loverboy
hmm.

Love,
MELzukifli

1234

2009-10-26T08:12:00.000-07:00

I spend my whole day doing nothing but the usuals.
Eat,sleep,chat,web,shit,sleep,eat,chat,twit and the story goes on (kidding).

Ohnoo..
Ohnoo..

My bed, my pillow, my blanket, my fan, the moon, the stars, the night..
GOODNIGHT-yawns-

AGAIN?! woahPIG.

Love,
MELzukifli

2009-10-23T09:42:00.000-07:00

Hi.
im angry with myself.
cause i seem to suck with everything i do or etc.
Im going off to bed now.

-sigh-
-sigh-
-sigh-

Love,
MELzukifli

2009-10-23T06:59:00.000-07:00

BEST COURSE EVER.

lets start cutting

2009-10-20T06:30:00.000-07:00

Elective module was alright.
Had a rough time doing the basic hair perm. -sheesh- and had difficulties doing up a basic dinner bun. I REPEAT, a bun. Never endless 'Wtf-ing' here and there during class. Seriously, perming is hard. Butbut, i got th hang of it already ( or should i say us)! Amin. OH! We even tried iron perming on the guys hair. At the end of the day satusatu rambut rambutan! haha. Im just looking forward for tmrw cause we're going to start off with cutting and dye-ing yo! On the upcoming Thursday, we'll be heading to Orchard to meet up with a famous hairdresser! who? err... ( krick krick)

ANYWAY.

I slept like a PIG! Okay no, Filzah slept like a pig. I slept like a "good girls do". Slept smack four hours in the afternoon. Yep, unhealthy i know ): I woke up and realised that i was hungry. Had a little food just to cover up the space and here i am blogging. Im still yawning, so i guess i'll be knocking off to bed again. Maybe, cause im just waiting for that very someone to text me. Yawn yawn yawn yawn yawn.

Twitting.Twitting. Twitting.
Oh yes, great -.- I totally forgot that CIKGU RINAS BIRTHDAY IS TMRW.

I PASSED ART WITH FLYING COLOURS. Ok, not really but i got an A1.
Other papers i dont bother. Rubbish bin, there you go.

Love,
MELzukifli

ohana

2009-10-18T05:15:00.000-07:00

oh when oh when will my sister be back.
Oh where oh where can she be.

Hi people, i feel much much better.

today.
Spend my day doing nothing but random chores and to gaze on the computer all day. Supposedly there was kenduri but it didn't happen cause wrong info this and that. So postponed next week. Next week is gonna be the BANG. Must go sentosa this coming Friday with all time 6 girls. Halloween night here i come. I have yet to hang out with my best four girls, YEP its a must. BTW, i thought today was Saturday! Shit. Its already Sunday. Monday is fading away soon. And there comes Tuesday. Results day. I hate i hate i hate( tk suka tk suka tk suka). What if, if i stay back? What if, if i did badly. NO i don't want! Cant cant. Im just looking forward to my art results thats all.

Im glad
Im glad
Im glad
Im glad
Im glad
Everythings back on track

Love,
MELzukifli

2009-10-17T09:19:00.000-07:00

This is Shaykh! BUDDY BUDDY. MY OWL. haha! He never fails to cheer me up whenever im down. I love you alot! ;D And u also cheer up! Eat while u can, dont stop eating just because of the girl okay. U skinny leh, WHY NAK SKINNY LAGI NI. Eheheh.

Im waiting for wani to finish bathing. She asked me to stare at the lollipop while waiting. CUTE RIGHT SHE. KAY TOO BAD, shes my bestfriend! haha. ILOVEHER.

byebye.

I fear for all this to happen. And yah, it just did.
Im already sad. I dont know wht to believe anymore.

chupika chupiki

2009-10-17T00:11:00.000-07:00

Red lorry, yellow lorry
Red lorry, yellow lorry
Red lorry, yellow lorry
Red lorry, yellow lorry
Red lorry, yellow lorry
( 2x) Reapeat it twice. Say it fast.
HARD? haha. Tounge twisters are the best <33

I miss going out with my friends already.
I miss having sister always around me already.
I miss having something to do each and everyday.
Oh yes, i miss you also.

PREPAID RUNNING LOW. YES. CURRENTLY SEVEN DOLLARS.
ANYTHING IMPORTANT CALL MY HOME PLEASE. CALL BEFORE 10.30p.m!IF NOT DADDY MUMMY ANGRY. TYTY! YOU PEOPLE LOVE ME RIGHT, DONT LIKE ME GETTING SCOLDED RIGHT haha.

Wah wah wah, what happen to my tagboard ni.
Replies:

Guest: my face not clean! pictures tells lies!

Mir: Ah. stop bluffing.

Pb: how? err. I dont remember. why?

Daily reader: Erm, whats the point giving him a chance whn im just doing that to make him happy but not cause i love him? Never thouught of that? I treasure him as a friend and not more than that(: My life journey depends on God and i.

Ilymel: Because im not like any other girls u try to hook up with?

Passerby:Clear enough i know who u are. Alright, ur my past and u left me. I thank you for that. Cause now im more careful and strong and happy. His a friend, nothing more then that. Dont get angry, ur still my friend.

whoami? , not passerby, not spammer, yo momma, school:STOP IT EH DANIAL LLOYD! hahahahaha.

Goodbye.

Love,
MELzukifli

its all true

2009-10-16T04:48:00.001-07:00

cinta yang tidak dibalas.
Love not in return? - pfft haha -
I love inside jokes

What comes out with 10 legs but goes in with 2 legs.
GUESS QUICK!

Love,
MELzukifli

2009-10-15T09:07:00.000-07:00

( My dearest asked me to upload this. So yeah, happy now? ;P)
I look wierd dont u guys think so? pfftt. Eheh nvm.

Im having second thoughts. I dont feel like going to school tmrw. Basically cause i have yet to clear up my nail polish, iron my school clothes and to wake up damn early. Pass few days i feel uglier then ugly. Fatter then fat and ectect. Sister is going KL tmrw and im going to miss her eventhough shes going off for only three days.
All alone tmrw(mybe).

so now, tell me.
Should i head to school tmrw or not? hmm.

Love,
MELzukifli

2009-10-14T22:58:00.000-07:00

Movie marathon(ed) at Erins crib yesterday. It was v.FUN! Watched this Thriller show that's gonna be stucked in my head like forever and ever and ever! So M18! We screamed and ' ewww ' alot! Hahahal Mira learned something new. U GO GIRL! Its in the blood!. Some of them had to go off first, how sad. i stayed till 9 plus and yep, cabbed home. ILOVEYOU PEOPLE -huggs-

IM ANGRY CAUSE I CANT MAKE IT for TODAY( out to get aisyah bikini) AND TMRW ( out to sentosa with the all time 6 girls!).BIG FFFFFFF! SO irritated! SO angry!!! SO SO SO................. ARGGGHH!

_ _ _ _ _ <3

Love,
MELzukifli

2009-10-11T09:11:00.000-07:00

Alright so here it goes.
Im having a hard time trying to complete art cause i simply dont have enough time.
Thought of doing em all today but SUDDEN plans came up. I was so irritated, i swear. I was out all day till 9pm. Then i started studying chemistery. Nothing, and i mean NOTHING seems to be in my brain cells at all. Im simply wasting my time, once again.

thats it.
MEL IS FLOPPING EOY. - cry cry cry-
Right, i shall wash my face, put some ice and off to bed. Gdnight, ly!

thinking.thinking.thinking.
_ _ _ _ _.

Love,
MELzukifli

2009-10-09T08:16:00.000-07:00

Had a great time , eating mac, manicuring, crapping, talking with Aisyah, Erin, Qee and not forgetting baby sa'diah(mind the spelling i anyho).Headed to Erins crib. Hoping to gather again next time.

071009 marco.
Eventhough the movie fame is abit bleahs, i love Marco. If only.. ( Kay, i know my dear friends. Dream on right?! haha, ceh" But still, every girl wants that part of him as ur belonging whatz - laughoutloud- I shall go off to bed. Am super sleepy. Gdnight.

sadness came crawling, crawling out of no where.
I dont have the right to do so. I shan't i shan't.
Keep it cool melmel. ( pffttttahaha)

_ _ _ _ _ <3333
cause i love you so.

Love,
MELzukifli

2009-10-06T09:06:00.001-07:00

supp.
Suppose to be studying but whatever i need a break. 2 exams down, more to go. I've been focusing too much on Geog! tsk. Art is the bang, i havent start any prep boards at all -claps-. Today was great. Every little bit shared between me and Filzah. Having someone thats easy to talk things out with is great. No grudges, its peaceful. I know, Shes just like me. Go figure.

ANYWAY GOODLUCK SRI, EOY!.

I just love today.
Those flaws are just perfect.
really.

Thanks Nick fr the msg smack early in the morning.
So caring hor haha. But ur still that irritating boy i know!

Are u reading this? haha.

2009-10-03T13:18:00.000-07:00

ITS 4.23 a.m and im not asleep! I cant sleep!
HELLP! Where is my sister seh.

in every way

2009-10-03T02:51:00.000-07:00

I fell sick all of a sudden.
Cough, headache and now fever.
Exams back on Wednesday. I have to study but my big head is really heavy ): Im tired.Too weak. I want to sleep like theres no tomorrow.

Thank God, we worked things out guys! No more going back to square one alright. Trust, we all need trust girlfriends. I love you guys like how i love all the other people in the whole wide world. Anyway, i went out with Haik yesterday to mustafa. On our way there, He and i bought yogurt drink. He got the big cotten one while i got the bottle-like one instead. So yeah, while walking to the train we started drinking.Behind us there was two old-minahs.

minah:Ah togok banyak2, kan hiphop dancers! minom minom.
Haik: Eh, they talking about me drinking this cotten drink and they thought we are hiphop dancers. HAHAHA.
Me: HAH? serious? wth. Takkan hiphop dancers wear like hw im dressing now seh? HAHAHA. Sempat bbual pasal orang lak tu -.-
Haik: They thought we're chinese or some non- malay kid mel, isnt it obviouse.
Me: zzzzzzz...

WTH right? haha. Idk how she got the idea that we're hiphop dancers when we're not even one. Hilarious. Minahs2, tak kacau orang tak sah ke. Aduhai.

To u.

I apologize for mybe misunderstanding u and got mad? I was just protecting my sister cause i know shes a nice person. So yeah. Whether or not whatever u told kakak is the truth, i'll just say sorry.

imy, how?
handsome boy.

2009-09-30T06:04:00.001-07:00

now i know why....
Thnksthnks to whoever is making up stories(: U win.
Karma will turn back too u. YepYep. Yepyep.

atleast i had the courage to confront cause we arent at fault, maybe? Orang atas je tahu.now u heard my part of the story. Pandai2 fikir.
Im wise enough.

EOY TMRW~ CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

love,
MELzukifli

2009-09-28T08:08:00.000-07:00

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

2009-09-28T05:49:00.000-07:00

I dont feel a sense of belonging frm my othr half of friends.
I don't choose it to be this way but u guys started the game.
Now, I wont care, i'll just follow with the flow cause i hv much other friends like u do.You hate me, its ur game. Your good at it, Im not playing it.You gossip, u've got the bad sins, i'll forgive and forget somehow. I'll just sit one corner, being close with other people whom appreciates me like how i do towards them.

Gossip gossip all you want. I've got nothing to loose guys(:

To: whoever it may cocern( u will know anyw, haha)
Eventhough i gossip about u much, i still love you. Even though i get mad at u at times, i still love u. Now i realise hw trustful and worthy a friend like you can be. And that particular person is Nurafiqah binte imran. Atleast she showed me the sense of belonging, atleast she bothers about me.

Shes a gd friend.
Shes a loving friend.
U may be super irritating at times ;P But whatever, u showed me the trust that we need. Im sorry for all the stuff bad stuff i did, lets start afresh my dear friend.

Anyway, its not tht im saying u guys arent my friends.
But, i dont feel it. So like i say, its ur game. Play how u want it to be.
As for me, I'll just open a new chapter towards u guys.
Cheerios~

Love,
MELzukifli.

.. tk peruu.

2009-09-27T16:56:00.000-07:00

The ans to ur question is...
YOUR MOTHER AND YOU.
BINGO! Im right? right?Hw clever can i be eh. -applause-

Seriously..
Whats you problem?
What did my sister and mother do again? What u want from them again?
Why u need to crave for attention so much?

Jealous rightrightright?
Shes a cool sister and mum rightrightright?
U dont have a sister and mum like i do rightrightright?
Who understands you alot rightrightrightright?
To share everything with rightrightright?
and to be loved by almost everyone rightrightright?
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
too bad for u. I HAVE ALL THAT. K lah, dah.
Lets just wait for someone else to masuk campur in all this. Who else do u hv right?
dah bye ugly hearted people like u.

Oh..
Dah beli jam belum? Jgn pulak CURI ( i repeat eh) CURI my kakak punya lagi hor. HAHA.
kk cheerios.

kluu terase..
its you la right?

Love,
MELzukifli

stick to the memory

2009-09-26T05:41:00.000-07:00

Hi.
estimated to only have 5 more days to EOY.
Im scared.
Im scared.
Im scared.

This woman( i shall say) is the only key to help me out with my EOY. I gained knowledge last Friday, thnks to her. She taught me math and im able to understand every single bit she did. Hey, Its not easy to teach me okay. Im slow. Really. Shes patient and i love her. Gd luck for your O's and last long with ur Shaykh mubarak Zyann. Huggs.
Another thing..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! May all your wishes come true.

Iloveyou
Iloveyou
Iloveyou

Without u, i dont think i'll be whatever i am right now.
Thanks for ur love, thanks for tolerating my nonsense sometimes, thanks for being right beside me when i needed u. Thnks thnks thnks alot.

Once again : I LOVE YOU ZUKIFLI.

Love,
Melzukifli

2009-09-24T07:05:00.000-07:00

DARREN CHUA CHIN CHOW,YOU OWE ME KFC SINCE YOU GAVE ME THE WRONG ANSWERE FOR PHYSICS!

Im still thinking whether or not i should head to school tomorrow. If im going, math test is on. If im nt going i'll hv diff math test paper given next week, doing it alone. Hw? hmm. Plus, Darren is treating KFC tmrw. Might be studying with him too.

Sngt sngt benci seseorang.
Srry, i really do. Too bad fr you(:
Cheerios~

Love,
MELzukifli

2009-09-23T06:22:00.000-07:00

Thats my baby montellu. Yes, i hv a baby ;P ( no okay, Aunties son)
Isn't he adorable! I cant stop pinching his cheeks all day long during raya. Heheh.
But the saliva part thats comes out from his mouth non stop is a wo0oo0ow00ow uh, haha. Anyway,Phyisics test is tommorrow and im here using the computer.
Nvm, lets C&P tmrw. Get it? Haha.

Ohyes, I have yet to wish Qinki yanki( nick name made by Sri emelda, yes ty.) Happy Belated Birthday! Be a very good2 boy like always alright. Study hard for EOY. I know u are. ;D

Malam in sngt panas * thumbs up*
Malam ini sngt sedih. Cheer up hunns. Yknow u're pretty, theres alot of other bttr guys out there. Its a good thing you got to find out about it right? (: I was ever in ur shoes. i know how it feels. i got over it somehow and i bet u could do the same.Im always here. - smile widely-

Love,
MELzukifli

raya 2009

2009-09-20T07:40:00.000-07:00

( more pictures on FB soon)

FIRST DAY OF RAYA.
BLACK DRESS.
SEEK FOR FORGIVNESS
HAPPY.
FOOD GALORE.
FAT.
CAMWHORE.
ENJOYINGZ.

I love today! Even though my tube dress was rather irritating ): grr.

2009-09-19T02:18:00.000-07:00

Hari raya is back! yeyeyey.
Confirm heading to Geylang later at night. HYPED UP!
I fell asleep at 9pm yesterday and woke up at 2am. Checked my phone and i got missed calls and unread messages. Super duper srry handsome boy<3

About three, I slept again and woke up at 11 am. Recieved a msg from nick! I didnt get to reply him. Im super srry! Have a safe journey((: Took a bath(NOT) and then started to clean the house. My house is lookin good~

I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT.
See ya!

Love,
MELzukifli

post

2009-09-18T04:38:00.000-07:00

This guy up here is going off to China for dont know what reason.
I'll pray for your safety and remember to have fun(: I know im going to miss you buddy! Huggs. Oh, dont forget to get me something there okay! Eee no shame.

HARI RAYA IS COMING * gelek gelek*
I miss taking piles of pictures and money ;P
I miss hanging out with cousins and making noise with them on the huge huge lorry.
Its the time to seek for forgivness from parents,siblings and cousins. Its the time to puzzle up the dismantled parts back together. Prolly heading to Geylang tomorrow. I aint sure and i dont wish to cause i bet that it'll be super packed and i hate walking around having to walk like sardines in a tin. Oh well, I just cant wait for RAYA!

Wah happyhappy, enjoy...
and then..

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
DUMDUM EOY!. Im scared. I hv yet to start studying.
EMELDA UR SUCHA LAZY BUMBUM. I NEED FIQS, FILZ, and whoever thats good in Combine humans and math! Come to me.

I am srry can?

Love,
MELzukifli

How now.

2009-09-17T06:50:00.000-07:00

Here it goes.
What i feel today.
What i have to say.

I feel so shagged, i couldn't feel my legs. The upside down feeling kept on tumbling within me. Stressed over piles and piles of work yet happy due to Hari raya thats coming in two days time. Im hyped up, v. hyped up(: As time is ticking away, my heart beats faster and faster each and every minute. Should i be happy or should i not? Clueless.As i was staring at the blank thin walls, thinking and thinking, a soothing vision of a particular someone just made me smile out of the blue. A sudden happiness came upon me that brought me somewhere soo far from all the mishaps thats happening. Never thought that i could find a person in this rough world but i thank god , i nailed it as i already found you. It might be a mistake but it just feels so right. Thanks for giving me wings when im falling.

still afraid.

Love,
MElzukifli.

back on track

2009-09-16T01:02:00.000-07:00

MEL's back!
COMPUTER's back!
Love's back!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

In a few weeks time EOY is coming. Im already feeling the pressure but im doing nothing to overcome it. Yes, i've been doing my homeworks and all but i dont think its enough. Here i am at home, not in school cause im having major stomach cramps and headache. See. I missed out lessons. On the other hand, I didnt bother to attend school cause im avoiding the V.P. Know why?..

We were in the parade square having an assembly and while the Principle is doing her own super -duper long speech, the V.P had nothing else to do but to check out for unacceptable hair and all. OF ALL People, She had to come up to me.

V.P: Your hair colour is coming out ah. Better dye by tmrw(today) ah.. If not ah.. I take scissors cut ah.. Make sure ah..

Me: o.O huh? Really? I..

She walked off. WTF?! I didnt had the chance to talk back. HEY, The last time i dyed my hair was last Two years? Or just last year? Alright nvm. So i called mummy. Tadaa! Her blood raised up to dont know where and told my dad. Tadaa! Now, his blood raised up to dont know where either. They weren't happy cause its my natural hair colour. DUH. Oh, I got caught once before from my sec2 Form teacher and was sent back home. Well, ofcourse she got a massive scolding from my daddy before that, heheh. Serve u people right! And my Daddy told me that if my V.P wants to cut my hair due to the hair colour, He will be coming down to my school. Wahh, MY HERO<3
Butbutbut, I hate it when Daddy gets angry. So scary. Then if i have to change school how? ): IM HOPING THAT MY V.P HAS A STM BRAIN JUST LIKE ME! ;P

HARI RAYA COMING! Bajuu Raya developing. Black black black <3

Love,
MELzukifli

killing time

2009-09-11T10:18:00.000-07:00

TRYING TO KILL TIME.
YEY. IM ALREADY SLEEPY.

Hurry come back.

Gossipgirls

2009-09-10T22:06:00.000-07:00

(almost all of the pics wwere in the toilet HAHA!)

YESTERDAYS OUTING WAS THE BANG.
ME likey. Likeylikey alotalot.
But Yuslina and Amy, a friend of Mira, Was suppose to tag along but couldnt make it? Aiyayai. Tag along next time ;D

ANYWAY,
We had fun taking pictures even in the middle streets of Orchard.(will be in facebook. Waiting for Nadya to come back from camp) Had PizzaHut to break fast and then to everywhere to window shop. I made friends with Erin!. She is so the HAHA. Never fails to make me laugh laugh laugh. EVERYTHING WAS SUPER FUN but something had to ruin the day. Some Anonymous shit, texted Aisyah saying that she was a slut. So there you go, All moods crashed downdowndowndowndown. All of us suppose to head to LT starbucks but thn ended up only me, Nadya and Mira had the rara to go. -sigh- Well, its okay we can meet up again anytime soon. I know i know. Headed home at 1 plus, close to 2 am cause i hanged out together with sister and friends. Fun <3>

Love,
MELzukifli

2009-09-09T21:30:00.000-07:00

This guy right here is Epin and i think he is made up of toufu or milk or whatever thats creamy white!.
SEE HOW FAIR HE IS. Hahah. I stopped meeting him after my last broke up with his cousin. Srry! Shall plan outings with you and the others. Well, Heading to town with lovely bunch of fellow friends later. Can't wait! * gelek gelek*. Going to Qeelia house first <33 Meeting others later. I have to start cleaning the house and then bathe and then..
..........
..........
GD BYE.
I miss this someone whom never fails to make me smile every single day.

Love,
MELzukifli

i seek

2009-09-08T09:04:00.000-07:00

Strikes 2.45 a.m...

Im not asleep...

I cant sleep...

Im freaking out...

Alot of things are circling in my mind now..

Im scared..

Ohnoo..
Ohnoo..

Oh god, help me.

Love,
MELzukifli

yey,

2009-09-07T23:41:00.000-07:00

Went out with my bestfriend, Qeelia, yesterday.
Plaaned to buka at town but had to be cancelled. Srry Qeely qeely, you very prettyy! haha, So We window shopped at ION istead. The toilet is soooo LAWAA! K jakun, i tk pernah pergi. So yeah haha. I mean like its freaking nice to the extend whereby i dont mind living there. Ok not. But whatever! LAWAAA! Ok then As usual, shared a whole lot of stories since i trust her a whole lot! Oh i have to say that i was such a slenger girl on that day. Seriously. Qee, yknow what i mean. Shh! and im looking forward to our next meet up on Thursday together with awsome friends. Till then!

( we took pictures but as usual, blogger is being such a @#$?@#?. )
Batal puase. Chey.

Might be heading to Grandmama house again today to have a sort of kenduri.Ohyes! Changed my email for msn. So yep, ask me for it yeah. Hmm..
Now, i feel sleepy. Sweet dreams to me.
Shall post at night.
-yawns-

love,
MELzukifli

strikes dead

2009-09-06T08:15:00.000-07:00

;D
;D

Hello wello.
Headed to grandmama's place to break-fast. Well, suppose to head off to the library to study with fiq and all but it was cancelled. Might be watching movie with Haz and two other friends tomorrow. Arep is blanja-ing, nice ey? Hehh. And then the next day might also be heading to town to enjoy with my friends. Yey! Im already thinking of what to wear. Kanchiongz-ster, I KNOW I KNOW! ;PP Oh one more thing, I just realise that my dates for all my posts is stated wrongly. Aiyayai. Shall do something about it. Cheerios~

I feel ugly,fat,ugly,fat,ugly,fat..
I look down on myself, Yes I do ):
I feel so insecure, Yes i do ):
-sigh-

Love,
MELzukifli

Means a whole lot to me

2009-09-05T06:06:00.000-07:00

WAY BACK INTO LOVE
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation"

Love,
MELzukifli

what about us

2009-09-03T22:54:00.000-07:00

EmeldaZukifli apologises for not updating her blog.
YEY!
Got back my report book yesterday. Yep, flunked my CombineHumans. As expected. Nailed my math, unexpected haha. OH! OH! After math class, i found a letter on my desk. It was from a guy in school o.O ( HILARIOUS) I cracked into laughters each and every time i read it.
This is what he wrote exactly; lets copy and paste:
(- mind his English. His aint a Singaporean. )
"Emelda! Are you angry with me? Why i look at you, you never smile to me? I like the girl can dance!!! Your dancing is very nice. Haiz... I want to keep contact with you but last year you didn't give me your hp number then how come i can talk to you! Next year, I must go to other country and dont stay here anymore! I want to know your hp number now! May i have you hp number?"

So yeah. Thats what he wrote. I remembered the times when he gave me chocolates last year and also never ending shocking love letters.

Anyway! Heading to Geylang with parents to break-fast! I heard that the place is a wo00ow00oowwwoo0ow uh. Im getting handphone cover. Enjoy. Also receiving a handful lot off homeworks soon. C'mon teachers, Its only 1 week not 1 month?! Geez.

love,
MELzukifli

2009-08-31T21:06:00.000-07:00

Red and yellow and pink and green...
Purple and orange and blue..
I can see the rainbow..
See the rainbow..
See the rainbow too...

I love singing this song with ika. So the HA HA, really!
Its stucked in my head that even if im doing test papers i'll sing it out of the blue. Aiyayai. OH! I've got good news! ( Well, kinda) I got in 6th place in class for SA1. I shall thank my Art and Chemistry. As u all know, i had a dance performance in school yesterday on Teachers Day. Well, yeah we screwed up a little but it went on smoothly.

This is specially for Miera ( classmate) : I may not know how u feel but i bet ur embarrass. I bet u feel like covering ur face with a paper bag when u're dancing or maybe u dont feel welcome to dance nomore. Please keep this in mind, All those people laughing at you are bunch of idiots. I hate the audience for laughing at you. Despite having such a size for a body u still can dance right? I bet when u grow muchmuch older u'll look as attractive as any other girl in the world, Remember God is fair. You have us to make up your day. Just dont bring urself down just because of the dumdum guys whom laughed at you. Miera strong kan miera? knkn? Love you comeluu!

So yeah, After that went to meet a bunch of friends. had fun eventhough there was abit of misconseption here and there with the meet up so yeah, my apology. About todays outing also like bochap. Its raining cats and dogs. argh. SUPER COLD, i need my blankie. My brother is sick, moody whatever that explains his really sick. He is under layers and layers of blanket. Poor thing.

misses.

2009-08-30T07:20:00.000-07:00

my heart is beating faster and slower at the same time.
Unexplainable.
cheerios.

liar.

2009-08-29T06:30:00.000-07:00

Natalie imbruglia " TORN "

"I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldnt be that man I adored
You dont seem to know, dont seem to care what your heart is for
But I dont know him anymore
Theres nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
Thats whats going on, nothings fine Im torn

Im all out of faith, this is how I feel
Im cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
Im wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
Youre a little late, Im already torn

So I guess the fortune tellers right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
To crawl beneath my veins and now
I dont care, I have no luck, I dont miss it all that much
Theres just so many things that I cant touch, Im torn"

HappyBirthday MJ. Lyly. Hehh
Love,
MELzukifi

Tiring. Fun.

2009-08-25T06:17:00.000-07:00

Meet up soon ZICK!

JENG!JENG!
Today was awsome * thumbs up *.
During P.E Played soccer againts my own classmates. Used up 50 percent of my energy running from one end to another. Sorry to my dear Hui Tian for kicking the ball smack onto your face(!) OMGOMG. Super Sorry! Oh oh, theres this one part when phoung thao Fell and she grabbed hold of the ball and there we(other girl including me) trying to snatch the ball away from her hand using our legs. FREAKING ROUGH haha. Slowly i got a bit tired but when i reached class i couldnt feel my legs. I was so shagged, i needed water at that moment but i presevered on. Tehhee, welldone melmel.

And there comes another lesson..
and another lesson..
And another lesson..
and the story goes on ( kay kidding)
Ended school at about 3.30 cause there was math remedial. After that went back home straight. Really tired, really really was. Took a bathe and straight to my lovely comfortable bed. id idnt check out my phone cause Slept till 6? Mummy came home, helped her cook and stuff and yey buka! Alhamdullillah. Teachers day rehearsal tomorrow, Im still wondering what am suppose to do for my solo part. Gee~ Another tiring day tomorrow.

have you ever felt that u want something but at the same time u dont? Hmm.

aiyayayayayaiii.

2009-08-24T05:13:00.000-07:00

Hilarious, I didn't know i still have this picture kept in my computer. That's Harriz the ex. Don't get me wrong. Im running out of pictures and since i bumped into this why not upload it. Hehh. Kehkeh moving on..

Hello!
Today is super wierd.
Even if whatever is written at my tagboard is true, i dont care cause i've done nothing wrong(: Shall not accuse ey, bulan Puasa.

Class was great, i had fun cracking jokes with Aqidah and also Asriel, Zi an and Mr bean. Not bad not bad. After school headed to Causway with Nadhir to meet Shamil. Yeyah! The cousins outing for awhile and then went off to meet a friend again((:

WOOOOH.
I can't wait for tomorrow!~~~
Mybe meeting Dayang! My best bestest bestesttest friend. Im never regretting having such true friends like you. You don't just listen to rumors and presuming that they're true right? Ask the person first right? right right? haha. You know i know Dayang. LYLY.
Ika, gwe mahu bunuh kmu! Kmu tidak datang sekolah ini hari! bangkek bangkrk. Heheh. U owe me big time. Ly also. We no KLK.

-"my love for you kept on growing each and every day"
-"trust"
-"Friendship"
-"love"

2009-08-23T05:17:00.000-07:00

Pictures taken on last Friday. More pictures soon.

I feel shagged the whole day.
With the enormous amount of house chores, noises, anger and hatred.

I can't wait for raya! I cant wait to gather around with all my favourite cousins!
Aza, KakZura, Kak yana, Kak neng, i miss you guys oh so much. Plan another cousin outing, pleasepleaseplease. Heheh. I miss karaok-ing with u guys!

OMG~ Tmrw is already school. Tidak~ Taknak taknak ):
Furthermore its a Monday, i have to get ready right after sahur cause i have to reach school by seven ; meeting.. councillor?? Know what i mean. YESYES im a councillor. whywhywhy! haha. Ok im being paranoid. Anyway,I've not started out with my homework. Haha, aiyah mel.

"The sweetest.The greatest.The best.Its you."

Much Love,
MElzukifli.

2009-08-22T04:06:00.000-07:00

If its because of you we're having conflicts..
I promise i'll hate u forever.
I promise i'll never forgive you.
This is just the beginning.
Idon't care u have 1104 backups. Im strong standing all by myself.
Freaking coward. Freaking stealer.

I hate you i hate you i hate you
Aku benci kau, aku benci kau, aku benci kau.
I swear.

FREAKING TWO HEADED FREAK.
I am now cause u started it.
Ur just same as us. So stop whining.
And believing in some kid that u just knew is the STUPIDEST THING TO DO.

Srry. Im mad im angry. I wish u never exist at all.
Ah bother.

Yesterday went out with my friends.
I had fun, shall not say super fun cause we only had 2 hours to walk around.
Had ayam penyet; the best damn dinner ever.

Stoopid cars horning here and there! Irritating. Kanchiong singaporean drivers!
Thats all.

The bestdamnthing is you.

2009-08-18T06:59:00.000-07:00

Hi.
AS usual i can't upload pictures.

Yesterday headed to the library with Filzah after going for D. Made friends with primary school kids. HAH! I know. Wierd. Blabla thy are cute, super cute. Went back home and smack off to bed (f.y.i : Hmwrk wasnt done) Today during class rushed up with S.S( super ew) Lectures and lectures from Mr hock, the i love to say ' shhh', teacher. Know why?

Mr hock: Class shh.
Class: already quiet.
Mr hock: Ok shh, lets start with the lesson shh.

?????????!!!!! Get what i mean? haha. Friends, i know you know.
Art was free period, no teacher entered the class, WOOH. But somehow im looking forward for Art tmrw? Ish ish ish.

OH P.E is the sex today. I loike!
FLOORBALL! As usual, the guys didnt get to score - wink- Good defend BbyG. Mybe having malay dance rehearsal for teachers day tomorrow and also Friday. Thursday booked. Yep. Tha'ts all about it. OHYES, Friday night i'll be out with friends. Can't wait(maybe)

Out with mama.

2009-08-15T06:18:00.000-07:00

Headed to Mustaffa with mummy. Got a new pair of shoes, a perfume, a new old school watch, Lip gloss and blablabla. Eventthough it was just the two of us i had fun. Wierd + plus funny things happened.

First, when we were eating..

Mama: " Melda, ader lebah kat belakang, jangan pusing, diam diam je"
Me: * Sat still without moving an inch like a statue* Masih ada?"
Mama: "Entah, mama taknak tengok, mama takut"
Me: MAA! Tengok lah. Meda taknak kene gigit kat pipi, nanti bengkak cam fishball nak sekolah cemane?! haha.
Mama: Keh dah tkder, dah tkder * laugh laugh laugh*
Few minutes later.
Mama: Alamak, lebah bawak kawan la mel.
Me: Huh? Lebah ke? Tu lalat lah mama.
Mama: Lalat ke? Abis kenape belang belang.
Me: Lalat lah. Tu tu! lalat la tu! * ngah confident mode*
Suddenly a huge effing bee flew right infront of my effing bloddy face.
Me: MAMAAAA!!!!!! TOLONGG!!! I sayang my PIPI!!! * pekik pekik pekik minta toldong. * Everyone stared.

HAHAHAHA.

Second, we were checking out the smell of this lotion inside a tube..
Mama: Sedap tak bauh ni?
Mel: Ah!!! sedap sedap. Mama, try bauh yang lagi satu tu.
Mama: Okayokay.
Mum squeezed the tube thinking that the air will come out to let the aroma out but instead, the lotion splatted right at her nose! YOU GUYS IMAGINE AH! One spot at her nose! Like taik burung! If i got the chance to take a video of the whole scene, i already would. Mama muka priceless! haha.

Third,
Otw back home..
Mama: Nak naik taxi?
Mel: Tkmutkmu save duit. Mane tau i can buy more stuff later. Heheh.
Mama: * cubit me* eh! eh! Ah tu, busbus keh jomjom.
Mel: Bus kee? eh? Oh klakla. Cepat!! kejarr the buss! Go mama.
We sat in the bus for half an hour.. Out of a sudden..
Mama: Eh? macam lain je perjalananya meda.
Mel: Betol betol.
Mama: Btol eh?
Mel: ahh..... agaknya ahr. Japjap tadi mama kan nmpk 960 kan?
Mama: Kalau tak salah ahr haha
Mel: Aiyo ma! * went to look outside the window to check out the boards.
Erm, ader bus 980..( and all the other bus numbers) Tapi tkder 960 pun?

Me and mum looked at each other and start laughing like mad people.
Mel: SALAH BUS LAH MA! hahahaha. Naik taxi jomjomjom.
Mama: BANYAK kau punyer nak save duit. At last naik taxi juga kan! haha.

Haiyaa.. I just love today. i supesuper love today!
Next week puasa. Yey!

P.s: Imiss you imissyou i missyou. Heheheh.

what a new beginning

2009-08-13T20:04:00.000-07:00

Im beginning to hate bloggger. Seriously.
YEP! I've not been updating my blog lately! Blame school.

For the past few days was hectic.
I was soo busy with Art that i dont have time to contact most of my friends.
I feel so bad, I'll make it up to you soon. Hope you guys understand ey? (:
Hmm, I guess i wont be going out during this weekends. I have the urge to study(macam underdtand) Its already 11.40 a.m and its a Friday. Obviouse enough im not in school. Bloody period cramps striked all of a sudden yesterday till now. Suprisingly my whole clique didn't attend school today! haha. Basically im waiting for another two to pop-up online! Yey.
OH YES! I got a message from cikgu rahimah that theres malay dance practice today. So i guess im going. Im willing to go cause i miss malaydancing like alotalotalot. Maybe dancing might soothe the pain of my stomach? Idk.
BUMPED INTO ZICK SHAM AND REMY! <3 Imiss those times seii. Hope we guys meet up again soon. Semua perangai masi same(: Tapi satu je berubah, makin handsome! heheh. K bye

Im fat, Im fat so what?

2009-08-08T18:19:00.000-07:00
ANYONE HUNGRY?
ANYONE HUNGRY?
ANYONE HUNGRY?
ANYONE HUNGRY?
ANYONE HUNGRY?
ANYONE HUNGRY?

I want to go out.
Stupid Sunday. Stupid Fever.

Stop making me feel this way can(:

Outing paradize

2009-08-08T02:00:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY! * two thumbs up*
I had a great time with my classmates despite having only a few hours there. On that day itself i didn't attend school cause i overslept. Well, almost half of the class didn't attend school anyway, HAHA. The pit that we booked was far but worth it. Kinda. In order to rent a bike we have to walk about few metres away? Super duper far.

Rented a double bike, together with ika. We took turns to cycle till our asses ached haha. Great experience. Got back to the pit and went to eat till i drop. Yummay! I wanted to help out with the BBQing of stuff but i didnt cause i got distracted with my other friends! haha. As the day got darker, the joy kept on flooding. Filzah a.k.a suara nyaring girl kept on shouting like a dead horse at night. I swear it was funny! I tried imitating her but i suck at it! haha. Mine sounded as if i was going to die! So yeah took pictures and not forgetting splashing of water to each other. Bagus. Oh more pictures in my FB(soon).

Before we knew it was time to pack up. Wanted to follow Filzah to get something but i couldn't, i had to rush home. It was already 11.30 when i stepped onto the doorstep. Wow, melda haha.

3N6 the best!

P.s: The sweetest thing is you.

yes

2009-08-05T06:29:00.000-07:00
Hi.
I got third place award for composition writing today. It was unexpected. I could'nt believe that My full name is being called out. Haha, * round of applause *
Upcoming outings:

THURSDAY: Excursion to the art museum or something.
FRIDAY: EAST COAST BBQ qith classmates.
SUNDAY: Maybe going out with Riril. Ya ya ya~

Im keeping my saturday at home cause i need to rush up for my Art. Next week is already the 3hours real paper drawing. Im already freaking out. I have second thoughts of dropping art but come to think of it, im neither good in my pther normal subjects. Since im " OK " with art, why not i just get points from there ey? Yes i know. I need to put in more effort and time. I will.

" BUSY AH KAU MEL. SUSAH NAK AJAK KLUAR"
Srry luh to yknow who. Haha ;P You think i want to be as busy as this eh? NO WHAT! You know me real well u arse xD. Srry okay and to the others too not forgetting special one(:

SHIT.
Im having stomach cramps. Why eh?
MIXED UP.

hmm.

2009-08-03T04:42:00.000-07:00

Standard.
Accused destroying laptop.
Wanted to lend a bag but didnt get to.
Used to it.Nvm. Cant do anything.
Nah. I just dont like today.
Im tired.
" menyusahkan orang je kau"
Yep. Thanks!.

Study time. Art reasearch.

P.s: Yknow im srry.

Meaningful.

2009-08-02T08:52:00.000-07:00

INTERNATIONAL YOU DAY.

"i'm sorry that it took so long
to write this song
but i gave up
you see one million words can't describe
how it feels
to know your love

where did i go wrong?
i should have told you from the start
that i'm closer then you think
when we're apart
nothing that i've tried
is as simple as this line

but without you
my life is incomplete
my days are absolutely gray
and so I'll try
let your heart know for sure
that i have so much more to tell you
every single day

i swear i'm giving up my inside
to the one
that i adorded
i know this world is big enough
for you and i
but i'll give you more

i'm coming home today
to wipe the tears right from your eyes
i'm totally enamored by your life
nothing that i've done
has ever been for one

NOW..
Having someone to love u, is hard.
Having someone to really care for u, is hard.
Having someone to bother, is hard.
Having someone to share everything with is hard.
& Having someone u ail for is hard.
Be patient, it'll just come even before you know it.
Fate. Waiting.
You may be the one, you may not be the one.
I'll wait. I'll see.

Im going to study hard.
Im going to be sombody.
Insya'allah.

Mondays coming, the day i hate hate.

Love,
MELzukifli

what i have to say say say right nownownow.

2009-07-31T06:56:00.000-07:00

Hi.
Hi.
Hi.

My weekends wont be as fun for as i have much assignments to be done. By 2 weeks i have to complete my Prep work. Even after knowing that we have much to be done within two weeks, the new Art teacher still gave us an art assignment to do. Hello? We do have a life? Geez. Further more, I hv a bunch of MT homework! Oh, talking about MT, we had a sudden test just now and im sure im going to flunk it. I dont know ALL peribahasa that was given, i lost 5 marks. Aduhh. If only theres a choice to drop MT,i'll be the first one to Que. Seriously.

Ah kimekk~ (HAHA, inside joke)

Anyway, today after school headed to causway with my friends. Had Dinner and then went to the library to check out some books. I borrowed a malay story book( unbelievable, i know. I cant help it. I dont have a choice. I need to succeed) and also one English Book. Basically i started reading EL book in the bus. Fell asleep halfway haha. Semangat baca abih tidur. Anyw, Suppose to meet Mira at JP today but my prepaid had to ruin everything.Srry Mira, couldnt reply. Was told that today theres malaydance and another breakdown its being cancelled cause instructor couldnt make it. How sad, very sad. Lalala~ Im feeling super sleepy already! (10.30pm on a SATURDAY) Ish.

ONCE AGAIN PEOPLE.
PREPAID LOW. NGAK USAH MSG DEH. Tehhee.
IMISSYOUALOT. I SWEARR.

Love, MELzukifli

2009-07-28T01:14:00.000-07:00
SCHHOOL!

Yeasterday was average, BUT a Hot dude teacher took our class for Every english lesson. * i know, yknow Filzah* haha.3 Test coming up soon, Geograpy, English, SOCIAL STUDIES?! Oh no.. nono. I hate this part right here~ If only im as clever as MEGA. I want her brains! Tatau lah apa dher makan sampai pandai gitu. Aiyo! ;3 Since Ika and Haz didnt attend school, me and Filz stick together like a glue until the interchange. That kecoh+giler+sewel+biseng gerl. Teehee.

TODAY!
I had fun during P.E! I SWEAR. We played floorball and was againts this group pf my classmates. Eventually my group won. YEY! I kept on stealing the ball from my opponent, haha. Technique is all you need -wink- After school planned to go causway but we're just plain lazylazylazylazy. And now here, feeling hungry and chatting with bunch of cute people. Aite, i shall get going, i need to study.

I seriously need to stop getting distracted.

PREPAID LOW ONCE AGAIN!
Srry Shahril and others for not replying.
Meet up soon cause i miss u kuching!. tctc.

read this

2009-07-26T05:23:00.001-07:00
To ice ( whatever your real name is),
8 months have already pass by and u are still hating me cause Harriz became my boyfriend. Hey, i broke up with him 3 months ago, u can have him. I've moved on, im happy. I've got nothing to loose(: So if u still think by hating me will make u any better then i cant say anything ey. All i know is, I dont have any grudge againts u. Tctc.

HAVE FAITH.

Love,
MELzukifli

When you just dont care.

2009-07-25T10:37:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY NIGHT FEVER.
Ended going out with Qeelia, Yana, Meera and Ika. Headed to town at about 5 to have our very own super delicious meal, ' AYAM PENYET ' Yey. After that to Far East for window shopping. Oh wait, Me, Ika and Qeelia bought the same bracelete together ^^. How sweet. After walking rounds and rounds around until we got sick and tired of the place, we accompanied wani to Meet Dan at Bugis. Since we dont want to disturb both of them, the four of us, Ika, Yana, Meera and myself went to our seperate ways. ME and ika headed back to town cause Bugis is such a bore while Meera and Farah went to Mc Cafe. Hugged goodbye veryyyy tightly haha. Erm, at town walked all the way to dont know where and halfway through a person patted on my shoulder out of a sudden and walked away. I wonder who? ;P hahhs. The place hat we chilliax is Big~~ Went to check out the toilet( HAHA) and it was a break down. We thought the toilet would be BIGG but then it turned out super small -.- What bummer. Its was already 10 pm and yet we're still there like two crazy girls Talking, and laughin like really really laugh like theres no tomorrw! haha. Okeh, my pipi is "cramp-ing" o.O. About 10 plusplus, got back home.. YEYY, its great.

Thanks you guys. Ily.

Love,
MELzukifli
Its just not what it seems to be

2009-07-24T00:16:00.000-07:00
Hi People.
Im starting to hate Blogger. Im posting under preview. Super wierd. I'll not be posting much, so dont miss me too much ;P These pass few days were great accept for the part about me having cramps every half an hour. Geez. I just hope nothing is wrong with me. I may be going out tmrw, or not. Depends. Cheerios~

- My imaginations are running wild. I hate lies, i really do hate lies. Dont lie to urself and to me. Dont waste your time. Thats a favour from me to you.Ty.

once upon.

2009-07-21T01:10:00.000-07:00

As i was Wiping the droplets off my face, I walked out from school feeling thirsty and shagged.
I Squint my eyes from the scorching sun carrying a 5 kg bag behind me.

Hi. Im back from school.
P.E was such a bore cause Mr Hu didnt organize any games for us to enjoy. Instead he gave us two freaking balls to throw around with. Most of us planned to play captains ball and so we did. Long after that, i got bored of it and besides my face was starting to turn red so yeah, I MUST STOP.

LESSON TODAY WAS DRY. Super drydrydrydry until i can die.
I was so sleepy during s.s that i spend most of my time thinking about my bed at home. I also had chemistry and 'w0oo0oo0ow' we're having a test tomorrow.

Sometimes i wonder, how am i going to graduate to Sec5 having to know that i suck in 3 of my subjects. -Sigh- Nvm, i shall not give up. Like BroL always say, " ingat mak, bapak, nenek, Atok, makcik, pakcik, kawan, anak, anak pnyr anak..... and the story goes on..."

ECLIPS OCCURING SOON, CANT WAITT.

Love,
MELzukifli

Simple Tone

2009-07-18T20:30:00.000-07:00

"Keep Holding on"
"Together we stand"
Learn from your mistakes and move on.

Love,
MELzukifli

Grr.

2009-07-18T07:51:00.000-07:00

Today is a Saturday.
Suppose to be a happy day, but im just
UPSET AND ANGRY
Bye.

Love,
MELzukifli

the Day.

2009-07-17T04:44:00.000-07:00

PRESENTING...

MEL.MIRA.IKA( tehee)
I may look fat, ugly. HAHA. Whatever.

More pichas. Uploading soon.

Met up with Ikaa nd Haz to catch up with some of my math cause i didnt attend class for two days straight.Soon after, Haz had to meet his boyfriend and then Mira came.
Talked about stuff and we crapped ALOT haha.
Headed back home with Mira.
I enjoyed myself.
Well yeah. Thats all.

Oh, i took a video with ika. Might post it later? haha. Enjoy.

Hello boy, Welcome to my life((:

Love,
MELzukifli

officially sick.

2009-07-16T08:17:00.000-07:00

Was sent back home from school cause i was having a super hot fever, 38.3. Im felt much better after taking two tablets of panadol and also nine hours of sleep. Irritating brother keep saying i've got swine flue and kept on covering his mouth and nose, so called to prevent him from getting the ' swine flue' that i got -.- CACAT haha. I thank ika for taking my bag down for me, hahah. Heard that ss class was super boring. Thank goodness i was sent home even before any lessons started but the sad thing is, i didnt get to attend math class, sigh. Not attending school tmrw again and SHIT, im starting to have flue. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

Ithank my close friends, Ril, Putra, Ika, Haz, Filz and moree for being concern about me.
SYNNGGGGGGGGG kamukamukamukamukamukamukamukamu.

ohnoo00oo000oo00..
Im having headache still..
Ohnoo0ooo0ooo..
I dont want fever anymore..
k bye!

P.s : originality nya mana?

Love,
MELzukifli

Romeo killed me

2009-07-14T01:53:00.000-07:00

Humid.
Sleepy.
Sweating.
Sleepy.
Moody.
Sleepy.
Hungry.
Boring.
Sleepy.

Any links? hmm. Basicaaly im just sleeepppyyyyyy!
Anyways, this message goes to everyone whom knows( or not) me.

Dont get me wrong. I may simply be liking someone but am officially unattached. I belong to myself and i dont wish to be part of a relationship just yet. "LOVE", a simple word but yet horrible flashbacks haunt within me. Yes, i should be starting afresh but those months of nightmare seem to be crawling out of no where. Mybe, im just weak. I hate forgiving someone whom broke every-inch of my heart without any sorries or what so ever. I shall not babble much! haha, I hope everyone is clear about this. ;D Take care and goodbye. Lovveyou people!

START A FRESH.
Well, mybe i'll forgive but i'll never forget. Promise.

Love,
MELzukifli

Longlong story

2009-07-11T09:30:00.001-07:00

YESTERDAY
Met up with Wani and also Mira. I miss them oh so much. It was a last minute thing and yeah we ended up meeting. We shared stories, like always. We bitch about people, HAHA! Okeh, actually me. I couldnt help it! The guys hair coloure really look like a high lighter so i referred him as that. Aiya, i think he wont mind. Ateast its a useful name? understand? no? cacat.
To Qee: Good luck with Danial and i'll treat u soon
To Mira: Stay away from that GUY( haha) & i'll treat u soon too.
I love you both!

TODAY:
Hung out with Mira.
Qeelia was suppose to meet but she couldnt. Memel wanted to meet but i dont know what happened. zzz. So, it was just the both of us. Talked with her friends and all. Followed her around Taka cause she wanted to get a baju but i guess nothing seem to attract her attention? haha. While walking around..

Mira: i walk fast ahr?
Mel: YEAAAAAA laaa!
Mira: Then you walk faster ahr. *giggles*

HAHAHA. Busterd right she. Mira and my sisters attitude are almost alike. When it comes to shopping thy'll walk real fast and leave me hanging behind! haha. Met miras' friends and then i got a kol to meet up with sister. So eversince then, mira and i seperated. The other part of the day i was with sister. Bought present For Abg Khai. She also bought me an expensive lanyard! ily. I suka if she gaji! Tehee. Out of the blue, brother wanted to meet up as well, and so we did. Siblings going out together is just so cool. K lame.

We went liat towers to celebrate Abang Khai's bday. At about 11 went back home with my dearest brother. I just love today. I swear.

Love,
MELzukifli

a little more obviouse

2009-07-09T05:34:00.000-07:00

HEY!
saya suka blogging( inside joke)
Did i blog yesterday? No? Okay nvm.

I'm glad that the 'new' math teacher couldnt attend for class today. Yey. As always, I could understand whatever knowledge Mr Hu taught us. His the best math teacher ever, I swear. Earlier part of the day, my dear HazMidaruu had a bad stomach cramp and headed back home. Poor thing. Nvm, theres always mimin to heal u -wink- [ To haz: I read your blog, u mengumpat-ed abt me again! aha. cbcb.]. Right after school, i was with Filz. We went back home straight since theres a handful of homework to complete. OH! Talking about homeworks, i left my EL book under my desk! I dont know the q. I texted ika and Filz but theres no reply. This is not ment to be, haha ( another inside joke). Bnyk eh jokes kau.

Babble. Babble. Babble.
Im lame. The lamest shit on earth.
Hi kuching iloveyou and missyou.

Please stop lying,
seriously ):

July the seventh

2009-07-07T03:53:00.000-07:00
BLOGGER IS BEING A BITCH. haha.
I just cant upload pictures that's why.

P.E was awsome eventhough some people kinda irritates me. We played captainsBall and was againts another class. Eventually we won. Oh well, what cn i say, i always knew 3n6 have the spirit. My pinky finger is swollen, i have no idea why. It hurts badly.

Its already 8 and im not done with my art, maths, physics and chem homework. Know why i havent started? Cause i need to clean the house. No one was around. I had to cook for my Dad and also wash the clothes since mum started working. Its really hard for me but i know i'll pull it thru some how. Well, i shall go off and get started with my homework! Tehee ;3 Tctc. Chabaloteh.

Love,
MELzukifli

heeehoheeehoo

2009-07-06T00:20:00.000-07:00

Sup.
I've not been updating my blog. Big fat sorry with a cherry on top people. ( no one)
During the weekends i had fun at EastCoast. Bumped into Nabilah. Shocking. Saturday night was the shiatz! It was fun. Played this game. FUN GAME. Really! I lost a couple of times and i had to do to some stupid stuff. Geez. haha! Omg. Im having a headache, i shall post sooner or later about a whole lot of stuff. I want to go to bed! dada~

-internet connection fine. I'll be online frequently. yeyah!

Love,
MELzukifli

Day by day

2009-06-27T07:12:00.000-07:00

The people i love & adore not forgetting Ril ofcourse. Whom cares about me much and i treasure that.Lets meet up again and again and again and again until we get bored of going out, wich wont exactly happen. Haha. Keep in touch pretty ladies.

Whats up with people growing skinier nowadays?! Its not fair. I want to be thin too!
Together with Dayang eh Dayang? haha. Syg kau.

Love,
MELzukifli

LISTENUP

2009-06-25T08:54:00.000-07:00

RED ALERT -.-
PEOPLE! Stop texting me cause my prepaid is low once again.Srry for not replying those who asked me out. Ily guys.Tehee ;3

Love,
MELzukifli

eh? story lahh.

2009-06-23T05:28:00.000-07:00

I hate this part right here.

SCHOOLS BACK! SCREAM AND SHOUT.
Deng! Now i know why my siblings use to hate school. I remembered during primary school when i get so upset when holidays are in and Schools out. OMG! How @%$%$ cn i be? Like seriously. Freaking looser. But on second thought, its good to love school! Right? Ok i love school, Haha. K shut tup. Im just hoping that the holidays will be extended for another week! HOPE!*cross fingers* So much for saying that i'll catch up with my studies during the days -.- Now what? Its already the last week of hols i didnt even touch or have a look at the books. Horrible ey Melda. Btw, Sorry friends for not planning for a day out together. I know we planned to go like loads of places even before the hols started but we didnt go out even once to the town area. I know you guys asked me out but frequently i rejected it cause , i cant. I guess my Life is not much like you guys. Well, I have to except the fact that i cant hangout everyday or twice a week. I do get mad and cry at times but i cant to anything to change it. So yeah. Wait till i grow older wich takes forever.
Srry guys, ily.

I want to have a new bag.
I want to have a newPhone.
I want to buy new school shoe.
I want to top up my prepaid card cause im missing a friend a whole lot D;
Insya'allah it will hapen one day. If Only i have a job.

Love,
MELzukifli

2009-06-22T06:27:00.000-07:00
Im thankful enough to have people guiding me through the stages of living in this world. I often wonder what would happen to me if they dont exits. " THEY" i mean my parents, brother and especially my sister. I feel like a better person, right at this moment.

I realise how bitchy i may get when im in school and all. Sorry people. But seriously speaking i hate friends whom leaves friends just for popularity. Get it? noo?? Go figure.. If your close with your friends and you know us well, why the heck would you even care what ppl say about us? You already know the US. Okay, we may get bitchy at times but trust me everyone bitches around. We're human, no ones perfect. I came across these rumour saying that express kids my age in school hate me. Well, i guess those bunch of people just dont know me. All in my life during secondary school, I only hv one express kid that i kinda dont like. Only one. Then whats with the others?. I just dont get it. Im the type of person if i hate that someone, i'll only hate that person but not the friends thats shes hanging out with. ( P.s: Im still waiting for an express kid to come right infront my face and say why they hate me. I swear i never do anything wrong nowayds. Eh? I dont even talk to you guys!) As i was saying, Wouldnt it be stupid for me to hate them? They didnt do anything wrong to me, right? Okeh maybe they did bitch about me but whatever ahr. I know i only hate one person. Yang laen to sebok apersal knn?. Get into your senses lahh people. I know i have this snobbish face but i cant help it, Its glued onto my face or should i say im borned with that face. Okeh nvm. Im cool with all this. If they want to carry on hating then so be it. I know that im treating everyone equally from now onwards. Im starting a fresh. Im not hating anyone now, im sorry if i may hurt you pple? enta la knn. to you guys or whatever. Theres seriously no point. Right, So, Sorry to this kid i've been hating since last year?. It was childish i swear. You should know who you are aite gerla. Im saying sorry not because im afraid that alot of people hate me cause i can live with it. But the reason is, I think that i should be more matured to stand up and apologize first. Tc, gdbye.

Love,
MELzukifli

when the day comes.

2009-06-11T09:00:00.000-07:00

Theres more effing picutres.

DANCED.
TIRED.
EXITED.

ily.

Nothing interesting to post about though.
Enjoy~

Love,
MELzukifli

Allicouldthinkof.

2009-06-10T02:57:00.000-07:00

Date of picture: 16042009.
Get it?

HERE IT GOES..
Morning. Bath. All the best. Breakfast. Chores. Computer. Chat. Laughed. Shocked. Hello Dad.Chores. Again. Shocked. Hello Mum. Talked. Confused. Dumstrucked. Chores. Irritated. Done. Happy. No Lunch. Problems. Blank. Sweating. Hot. Freak. Fuck. Shit. Thinking. Nothing. 6pm. Bored.

Theres a story line for it.
Go figure.

I hate being stucked at home. I hate doing chores. I hate the weather. I fucking hate the noise.

I've been getting unknown calls lately. Stop passing my numbers around MOFOS. I dont get some people nowadays. If i don't wish to be friends with you then so be it. Theres no reason for you to pass around my numbers for revenge. ChildishFREAK. Btw Errie, im upset that you passed my number to an unknown person whom claims that he is lonely. DUM. If his lonely then why me? Im not that fucking cheap to toy around. If his lonely, go make friends with guys then. Errie, you promised me you wont pass my nmbr around. We're friends like so long. See, how can i not believe some talks from guys? Buih la korang. To this " unknown guy": Open your eyes, Open it wide, see why girls dont come by your side. For goodness sake! Stop being an arse. Thanks.

Love,
MELzukifli

just talk

2009-06-09T06:33:00.000-07:00

Im effing tired now. Just came back from wherever i was.
The new steps are catchy. I perspired like a pig! The weather was being sucha bitch. Im nervous for the upcoming performance. Only Me, Ika, Haz and Yana will be dancing right infront of a whole lot of pple! Scary isnt it? I hope it'll turn out smoothly on the day itsself * cross fingers * Breaka leg cacatans! Hee. So aftr the dance my leg was wobbly, i could barely walk. Chey! fake. Headed to Banquet since i was effing hungry. I didnt finished it up though. After that met cacatBoy and slacked. Non stop eh kacau orang. Ni la orng sombong. Teheeee :B Kidding! I had fun though and yeah got back home.

FUNNYSHIT.
Enjoy~

Love,
MELzukifli

once upon a day.

2009-06-07T08:50:00.000-07:00

Some random pictures.

Ohgee, i miss my gilfriends a whole lot. I have no idea why?. Please go out with me someday. Oh talking about that, i seriously need 'kechinggg'! ( money, incase some cacat pple dnt knw.). Sad or what? I aint schooling, so pocket money wont be given and when theres no pocket money i hv nothing to save!. Freak! Freak! ahh W.

Oh, there was a family occasion in my Aunties house today. I had to help out and stuff mybe thts the reason why im feeling lethargic now. Had to go back and fro to the bloody shop to get some stuff. Nvm, Gd Gerl *griins*. At night went down to relax and all. Met this cacat guy<3 and thn got back home. NGANNNNNNNNNNTTTTTTTTTTOOOOK! k bye.

Love,
MELzukifli

To whoever it may concern.

2009-06-06T12:01:00.000-07:00

Aku yang tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya
Yang kini hadir diantara kita
Namun ku juga takkan bisa menepis bayangmu
Yang slama ini temani hidupku

Maafkan aku
Menduakan cintamu
Berat rasa hatiku
Tinggalkan dirinya
Dan demi waktu
Yang bergulir disampingmu
Maafkanlah diriku
Sepenuh hatimu
Seandainya bila kubisa memilih

Kalau saja waktu itu ku tak jumpa dirinya
Mungkin semua takkan seperti ini

Dirimu dan dirinya kini ada dihatiku
Membawa aku dalam kehancuran

P.s : This explains it all abt what had happened.
Listen and Understand. Tc.
Love,
MELzukifli

Why cant i?

2009-06-06T03:43:00.000-07:00

I wish im out right at this moment, taking in fresh air and walking all by myself on the streets.

GO AND DIE.

Love,
MELzukifli

talk talk talk

2009-06-05T06:51:00.000-07:00

THATS IKA! Im webcaming with her now.
ilove her
ilove her
ilove her
ilove her

I cant wait to dance on the wedding day! Toodles hot cheeks.

Dear one,
Your the best.

Love,
MELzukifli

A whole lot of shits to know.

2009-06-03T06:37:00.000-07:00

Enjoy the video! That fat cat of mine was so amazed with her own shadow, until she dig and dig and dig kononnyer lehh hilang ahr haha! GERAM tauu nan dher. SO EFFING CUTE! Erm, tilt your head fr the first part! Senget haha.

Today:
Went to school cause there was dance practice.
Took up 20 mins of our time to talk about stuff with cikgu Rina and i learned quite a number of things from her. I just love her. Shes like a second mother.
Headed to causway to have our lunch
Accompanied Yana to take a train back home. A KID PUKED in the train. What an Aroma!
AND SO IM HERE! FEELING HUNGRY!
Love,
MELzukifli

new new

2009-06-01T23:19:00.000-07:00

Hey Alien and Martians!
ISNT SHE ADORABLE?! Dont u you just feel like squeezing her or hug her till her eyeballs pop out? YES RIGHT? But hey, dnt really do that okay! Thats animal toture! Shes my comeluu and i own her. Be jealouse. Anyway, i cant wait to head to wild wild wet together with my dearest cousins tmrw but im a lil confused cause, i have malay dance as well. Please dont tell me i cant make it.Sigh.

Guys i may be topping up my card today.
Soo, wait till i text you pple! Enjoy~

Love,
MELzukifli

Horse-kepang?

2009-05-31T06:13:00.001-07:00

HEY!
Went out with my dearest girlfriends to watch Prabu Anggerik performance. I adore ' win ' cause she really cn dance gracefully. Her face mintak kene tampar cause shes damn pretty, eheh, kidding. Epin was there too. He like orang gila yknow! REALLY!;B Bbual sorang and feeling feeling slalu. Kesian knn? ISH! So,We took most of our time walking back and fro from vista. I went back home at abt 7? and now, im bored cause both my sister and mother are out fr a picnic together with my aunties): Im left alone with Daddy. Oh, frget it, atleast i had fun today!
CHABALOTEH

Love,
MELzukifli

Can i just scream?

2009-05-29T18:47:00.000-07:00

Yesterdays dance was a disaster! Yana, my dance partner, happened to be late on that day fr practice and so cikgu had to use one of th juniors to replace her position. Unluckily for me **** was my partner. Not being rude or anything but she is a Kancongster and a Blur one. Its obviouse she has different steps then mine but she kept on following my steps, behind me and therefor i get confused, i messed up and TADDAAAA got scolding frm cikgu rina!. Dah la ku SLOW learner adr budak SLOW kt tepi dah kenape kan?! Its a big deal to me okay cause its hard fr a slow learner like me to digest the dance steps that i missed the other day by ONLY HALF AN HOUR! FunFair huh?. Then on th same day there was new stpes coming in and all. Fuck yknow! I was really pissed!. Anyway, ThankGod Yana came after 45 min or so. Thanks to her and my belovedd friends i already gt th steps clearly. YEY, we completed th dance but we still need to polish up and be more careful with our positioning. I SWEAR I DONT WANT TO MISS ANY MALAYDANCE CLASSES NO MORE!. I dnt want all this to happen again. And little gerl im srry tht i got a lil mad at you but please, stop being so ' gabra' when your dancing. After Dance headed to causway with Yana and Hazmidar. We laughed, we talked rubbish and gossiped eheh. At about 7.30 we headed back home.

Ohyeah, on the same day we got our report books! Results maha hancur.Sigh. Well, one of my dearest friend got a little mad about idontknw wht. Still wondering what i did that got her mad or wht i didnt do? or what someone else did? Or didnt? I dont know. But one thing for sure, I'll shall say srry if i did anything u may dislike. ZAPPP! Afiqah lended me her phone so i could text em. So i texted and texted and texted HAHA and thn her turn to text him and him aja but then he got a little mad about some stuff. Nehh, i shall not say anyhting. HAHA. Well, thats all about today! xoxoxo.

Thanks for the gdnight msges dear one.
Im touched and happy but i chose not to. (L)

MELzukilfi

So long brother D;

2009-05-27T06:47:00.001-07:00

I MISS MY BROTHER ALREADY DDD;

People, PLEASE stop msging me, PLEASE. Prepaid low, i repeat eh, PREPAID LOWW!
I feel guilty for not replying, So yeah.

Love,
MELzukifli

2nd story

2009-05-25T04:26:00.000-07:00
HEY its the second post for the day(: There was a bit change about my earlier post. It turned out to be only me and ika whom didnt turn out for school among my close friends haha. Joker~ I miss korang laaaaaaa. HAHA padhal satu hari. Anyway, i headed to Abangs school today. Wtf, it was fucking huge! I want to go that school! I want i want! haha. K shh. Well, i have to say that the guys there are hot :x REALLY!

Lets put that aside, sadly ika may not be going school tmrw D; Larr. Boleh mati gwe. Chengg! Tklaa, i still hv Haz nan Filz<33 style="text-align: center;">ALA, prepaid low then how to msg S. Nehi.

MELzukifli

Enjoy.

2009-05-24T18:04:00.000-07:00
I didnt attend school today, same goes to my friends " jiwer ahr jiwer ". I wonder how many people attended school today, having so much people not coming to school! haha. S was rather jealous cause he cant skip today's lessons. " where got time school?" Eheh, its an inside joke he made up. Stupid boy. I have to say he really changed alot(NOT!) Only th fact that he actually got a job at the Jurong bird park? haha. Fagz! Yeah, so much about him ey? What to do, his the only one brightening up my day lately(: ish.

Anyway, my brother is going off to Aussie in two days time. His going for three weeks and im sure that im so going to cry right infront of him. Grr, I hate it when he sees me cry! It makes me want to cry more -.- like seriously. Oh yeah, On th other hand, sister is going to Bandung for one week. Arggh! Im so gonna be an emo person at home. Hw can i survive like this without my siblings at home with me? sigh sigh sigh. Whatever it is, im Praying hard for both of your safety when you guys are out there. Remember to eat, drink, sleep, hv fun and one last important thing, GET ME A GIFT hehe, anything will do[[; I love you guys(L) - im such an angel ey? HAHA-

Love,
MELzukifli